By: Steve Quarrella
To: Fredric Rice
Re: The child has GOT to go!
FR> ~*~ Then the aunt saying to my mother that there was no
FR> choice and that the "child" would HAVE to go. - Dusty
FR> James, 1:375/60 (SRA forum)
sq> That post is probably one of THE "Top Ten Greatest
sq> Posts" I've seen in the nearly four years I've been
sq> running my node.
One more time!
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Msg : 24 of 41 K/s
From : Dusty James 1:375/60 Tue 15 Feb 94 11:15
To : Whoever Wed 16 Feb 94 10:06
Subj : lima, peru
Well, its back. I tried to push aside all thoughts of ritual abuse. I tried
to denounce the memory. I tried to drown in the river DeNial, but to no avail.
The last couple of nights, I have been plagued with memories of the "temple"
that Princess and Brandy have both drawn. I have seen it over and over and
over. I have heard the monotone words spoken by I don't know who. I have seen
the head-dresses and feathers and ribbons. I have seen the robes (but not
classic as in the book descriptions of ritual garb).
Then ALL OF A STUPID SUDDEN I hear the word Peru. Yep, you got it, Peru. Then
the word Mom, then the word Pensacola. I panicked and left. First time in a
while that I have used dissociation in a protective mode, you know, leaving
involuntarily, well, leaving and not making the choice to stay or leave [sigh].
Then the memory room with Sadie. Then hearing, seeing, being there again. In
the kitchen of a house I was growing up in, don't know which house or where
[sigh]. Mom was going on a trip to Lima, Peru. Pensacola's sister-city in
club project she was in. Then the aunt (Eastern Star) saying (and where did
come from anyway damnit!) to my mother that there was no choice and that the
"child" would HAVE to go. Then being in a car and on a plane. Then no more.
All that was given me of the memory. What the hell was she doing taking me to
Peru? And my sister (yes, I called her once again only to send her into a
complete tailspin) says that yes, mother was in peru several times and yes we
DID go with her and yes, aunt ruby went as well. And THEN the memory of Mexico
came in the valley with the trees and grass and the most beautiful temple (or
what was left of it) and then John is shaking me and telling me to come back!
Well, lets top it off now. A documentary came on television and john called me
in to see something, like "Honey, could you come here a sec, there is something
you REALLY need to see on tv" and shit damn hell fuck...have to go and make her
safe now...see ya'll later..dusty
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