"How Will I Laugh Tommorow...When I Can't Even Smile Today?"
by Suicidal Tendencies
Here I sit and watch my world come tumbling down.
I cry for help but no one's around.
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall.
It seems like no one cares at all.
Always an emotion but how can I explain?
Kind of like the scent of a rose with words I can't explain
the same with my pain.
Caught up in emotion. Goes over my head
Some thimes I've got to think to my self,
"Is this life or death? Am I living or am I dead?"
The clock is ticking but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved just rearranged.
And when I think about all the times that I've had
Some were good. Most were bad.
I search for personality.
I look for things that I couldn't see.
Peace and love would flash through my mind
But pain and hate is all I'd find
Find no hope in nothing new
and I've never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony.
Through my eyes that's all I see.
If I'm gonna cry, would you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die, Lord please take away my fears.
Before I drown in sorrow, I just have to say
How will I laugh tommorow when I can't even smile today?
When I can't even smile today?
You think that's funny?
LAUGH AT THIS!